May 2012
[[MORE]]It feels like today’s one of those days where I just don’t get up. I expected I’d be feeling better today, and I guess I am, but I think I’ve just calmed down. At least that frantic panicky crap’s gone and I finally got sleep. Got a good 14 hours, though I doubt it’ll do any good. I’ll probably end up not being able to sleep tomorrow and stay up...
Been awake for a good 36 hours now, and I think I might actually be able to get some sleep now. Urgh, this is getting fucking annoying.
It is imperative that Ralph Santolla never finds this blog.
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tellittoreadersdigest replied to your photo: MOTHERFUCKING. CHEESE. ON. CRACKERS.
I don’t see any cheese on you.
KUSHAL.
PERFECT.
I say “Alan Rickman” in Alan Rickman’s voice whenever Alan Rickman walks on screen in any movie.
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Should I write a slow solo?
No.
Operation Finger Rape lives up to its name.
No fuck you key signature changes I do what I want.
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Hey remember when Job for a Cowboy stopped being a deathcore band THREE FUCKING ALBUMS AGO.
Why is it that Polish death metal bands always choose such frequently used words for their names.
Like, the Behemoth tag is okay, although occasionally, it’s some weird anime, or that ride in Canada or for some fucking reason some guy’s boyfriend. I’m pretty sure the Vader tag would suck. The Lost Soul tag is just plain depressing.
But the worst.
The worst goes to Hate.
I DO...
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ohthatboychu asked: Hey man.. Not sounding too good bro. How's it going?
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[[MORE]]Well, that’s the third cutting incident today. I feel so fucking sick now.
miguelthrashes:
thedevilisneveramaker:
slaves-shall-serve:
Might as well check my Facebook.
Hm.
oh my god
standard conversation when it comes to Henry and Kushal
Does anyone else remember the black midgets.
Or the guy who liked to snort bath salts and fuck shit up.
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Me and Kushal are just discussing the disappointing amount of black people in South Africa.
Move along.
Might as well check my Facebook.
Hm.
The album cover for Black Waltz is so misleading.
Like, because of that cover, I constantly picture Kalmah’s singer as being a weird old guy.
Haha my mum won’t even fucking give me enough money for new lightbulbs “because she doesn’t trust me with glass”.
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therealjustsean replied to your post: Well, there’s one thing I can be thankful for. So…
I would rage so much.
I would punch so many children.
Well, there’s one thing I can be thankful for.
So far, I haven’t seen any Avengers/Game of Thrones cross overs.
Let’s just take a moment to appreciate Bloodstock this year.
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Jesus the drums on this new song I’m doing .
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leticianuts replied to your post: youtube - watch?v=kOfTvtWYBek listen to this. it’s so perfect! :)
its so freaking amazing!! its the final song from the last episode x) its amazing!
I’m still not sure how they’re going to make the season finale top the last episode.
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leticianuts asked: youtube - watch?v=kOfTvtWYBek listen to this. it's so perfect! :)
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Anonymous asked: how old are you? because it says on the sie you're 7, you lived in japan for four years, been in qatar for 14, so like, how does that work?
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deathtopuppets asked: So you're some kind of internet sensation super star? Do you have any magical powers?
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Anonymous asked: Where did you used to live before going out there to the Middle East? Did you used to live in the U.S.? Since you don't like it there, are you ever going to move somewhere else? :3
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Anonymous asked: You actually seem like quite a cool guy, very much likable and I enjoy your sense of humour.
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Anonymous asked: You live in the Middle East?? Thats crazy! I have never followed anyone from way out there before! How is it over there??
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deathtopuppets asked: Tell me about yourself man? You seem like a cool dude.
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likeghostsinthesn0w asked: Henry! I can't say don't cut because all the messages in the world telling you to not cut, won't make you not cut. Just know that its not a solution to your problems and we are all here for you even though we can't be with you.
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deathtopuppets asked: You?
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deathtopuppets asked: Playing bass and listening to The Beatles.
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deathtopuppets asked: Hey Henry.
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[[MORE]]Fuck it, cutting again. I hate myself far too much today anyways.
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friendlyneighbourhoodmadkid replied to your post: Dont know if youve already spoken about this…
Ah fair enough man, been getting into them and Bloodshot Dawn heaps ay. Can’t remember where but I listen to a video of Vision you put up, been hooked ever since. And that’s sick!
Awh yeah Visions is good.
My favourite’s Beckoning Oblivion, or the last song on there.
I think I might be getting worse.
Recently, I’ve just been staying up for days at a time. I can’t sleep, I barely eat, and all I can think about is just blowing my brains out. Well, obviously I can’t blow my brains out, but I’m constantly just thinking about it and I don’t know what’s happening to me. I mean, am I getting worse? I’m finding it quite hard...
NO.
PLEASE.
NOT THIS AGAIN.
IT WAS ONE POST.
ONE.
JUST FUCKING DIE ALREADY.
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destructive-infinity asked: Yeah, no problem man. Suppression is the issue though. And emotionally taxing? They're a bunch of fuckheads who can't tell their toes from their fingers!
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destructive-infinity asked: It is, in fact, a response to that post. What i'm trying to say is that the blame is not 100% on you. You gotta blame those around you for discouraging you and causing you to hold yourself back. Hell, if we met someday, face-to-face, I wouldn't mind listening, or having you do whatever the fuck it is that Henry does (as long as there's no self harm involved, we'll find a...
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destructive-infinity asked: Maybe those people just don't understand. they need to shut the fuck up and listen. So far, it has helped a whole shitton. I think that may be part of the problem, really. they just aren't listening. If you can get them to, somehow, someway, then go for it.
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[[MORE]]Well, there goes my “avoid cutting until the summer because then you can really try and stop and be happy” thing.
And this time it’s in such a fucking stupid place and the scars will be so fucking obvious. Oh what the fuck do I care. Nobody’s going to see me shirtless ever again, nobody’s ever going to want to fuck me, so it’s somewhat unlikely that...
The Voodoo Gods EP is pretty cool.
I like the soloing.
And the bass is pretty funky.
And Adam’s vocals are pretty awesome. Even more brutal than his last recordings, though I’m not sure when this was recorded.
This pleases me.
Pretty sure everyone thinks I’m a pathetic faggot anyways.
I’m honestly quite worried that people just don’t like the actual me. I mean, people seem to tolerate me when I just repress my psychological state and pretend like it doesn’t exist and lie about everything, but when I’m actually honest about it, and talk about it as much as I need to, people just hate me. They hate talking to me, they hate being around me, and they just...